iblamecurlyhair
how bout dat
- Dec 15, 2025
- 2
DNR or click off I don't care this is for my own sake
Woke up today, wore my Pantera t-shirt (goated band btw) went to school, did jack shit since winter vacation is right around the corner.
Nothing much to say today, went to school, went to my extra classes, then home.
One thing I've noticed tho.
Yesterday, when I was trying to sleep my heart rate randomly went up, felt like I was drowning and on the verge of breaking down and I litteraly had to repeat to myself "stop", "shut up you're just larping" and other shit I have no idea why just to keep me from crying. Never been this low.
Throught the day, the same feeling came back but only when I was alone with my thoughts.
Moral of the day is, stop repeating tomorrow's gonna be better. Enjoy today, tomorrow is always worse.
Hopefully I can get through tonight without breaking down again.
Woke up today, wore my Pantera t-shirt (goated band btw) went to school, did jack shit since winter vacation is right around the corner.
Nothing much to say today, went to school, went to my extra classes, then home.
One thing I've noticed tho.
Yesterday, when I was trying to sleep my heart rate randomly went up, felt like I was drowning and on the verge of breaking down and I litteraly had to repeat to myself "stop", "shut up you're just larping" and other shit I have no idea why just to keep me from crying. Never been this low.
Throught the day, the same feeling came back but only when I was alone with my thoughts.
Moral of the day is, stop repeating tomorrow's gonna be better. Enjoy today, tomorrow is always worse.
Hopefully I can get through tonight without breaking down again.
